kimmerz (burlyk) wrote,

lonely but happy

should not be up right now...should not be up right now.... oh well. tonight was amazing. this past week overall, has been amazing.. i've learned a lot of shit about myself. for example, that i rely on others way too much for a false sense of security. as or recent, i have understood that i am worth more than that. i don't need another to define me; to provide me with a false sense of identity. you cannot force others to love who you are even when convinced that you could be good for them. and so, i am left with nothing but a complete sense of satisfaction in knowing that i am okay being alone. well, not completely alone...i am fortunate to have a few that i call my "true" friends! and thank god for them. because, realistically, who wants to feel completely alone?
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